Given up and ima tired.

Well ive tried my hardest to keep going with the 30 day Challenge but i end up failing.. so ill try again some days later on. =/ i had too much in my mind.. ima just tired of all these shit that is happening around me ...

srsly i am T.I.R.E.D:
Ima tired of losing friends
Ima tired of fighting
Ima tired of being lied to
Ima tired of dramas
Ima tired of crying
Ima tired of never being happy
Ima tired of trying so hard and had to be one-sided
Ima tired of being bitter to certain people
Ima tired of being used
Ima tired of not sleeping
Ima tired of missing people
Ima tired of hiding my feelings for you
Ima tired of missing you
Ima tired of trying
Ima tired of being tired

and some days:
Some days are harder thsn other
Some days i feel like giving up
Some days i know i would be ok =/

what people think of you ><
well i guess this is correct.
you eat, youre fat. you dont eat, youre a freak
you drink, youre and alcoholic. you dont drink youre a pussy
you read,youre a nerd. you dont read youre stupid
you tell, secret youre an attention seeker. you dont tell a secret youre still attention seeking
i swear you cant please anyone EVER.
-

30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 05. Best job you ever had.•

BWHAHAHAHAH.. Define job >.>

well mummy doesn't want me to get a job.. she doesn't want me to join the work society , she just wants me to bum at home and do well on my studies I guess =="
Ok ima done

Christayy ~

30 Day Challenge About Me

well i forgot to do Day 3 yesterday so i shall catch up on that today ><

Day 3. Favourite memory from childhood [7th October]

i actually have no idea >.< not fail at all (Y)
hmm i think, every morning before school and after school i would drop by my best friends house and we would play BARBIE! rofl.. oh gawd..



Day 4. Worst memory from childhood [8th October]

Getting hurt in the left eye.O:
i was in year 1 or year 2 and i was in school on the playground.. i was standing on top of a slope in the kindy area.. >< and this random boy, pushed my and i rolled down the slope and smashed the corner of my right eye against the silver benches (Y)

ok ima done for now >.>

30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 02. Places you want to visit. [6th October]•

Places I want to visit:
- Hong Kong
- Korea <333
- China
- Japan
- Vietnam 
- Thailand
- Singapore 
- France
- England
- Greece
- Italy
- Switzerland
WELL BASICALLY THE WORLD!  

30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 01. About you [4th October]• 

who am I? lol the name is Christy Lon Sin Hui. (許朗善 Hui Lon Sin) aged 16. and 4 months, born on 5th June 1994. Family consist of 5 people.. dad, mum, little bro and sis (14 & 12) and ofc myself :D. I go to MGHS (Macarthur Girls High School) in Year 10.. I love asian music and some white music. =D I love HUGS! , long hugs , people holding me tight , talking/chatting , photos (caps) , fashion , shopping , beach , texting , camming <3 , soft toys , eating om nomnom , sleeping , meeting new people , travelling , socialising , people leaning on me and sleeping/ resting xD (yeah ima weird) , tea! , school ( not the working part) , calling people , helping friends , my iPod and phone , sun , inspirational pictures , memories of friends etc.. 
Ima kind and outgoing! xD weird and retarded at times ..? ima a very curious girl and quite innocent (A)  and I don't know I don't judge myself.. ask my friends >< 
well what else do you want to know? Just simply ask me! =D

tuesday 5th october

well i havent been bothered to update this blog due to my fail PC. Dx
but ima updating now because my awesome new friend that I met recently at a picnic told me to be bothered and update mine.. so I am .

last Thursday I attended a picnic outing that my friends organised.. I've met heaps of new friends there! :D buh there is this one friend I met who was awesoommmeee...the name is JASON <33.. it all started when he leaned on me [that's sounds weird] well moving on.. I ended up making him a nutella sandwich (Y) .. LOL he also made me a nutella ROLL. and I know ima just talking and talking ah blergh.. icbf now

well what can I say srsly.. I can't wait till tmr? lol xD gonna eat pho om nomnomnomnom

there jason you happy now that I have updated my blog (Y)

17 september 2010

haii.. == haven't blogged for a while now.. too much assessment and crap going on at school and in my personal life..DIU!

Well recently I broke up with my boyfriend and yeah.. well I guess it's part of life's journey.. no comment. well he is the kinda of person that doesn't talk or even say hi to you when he sees you. all I wanted was to be friends buh he always manage to run away or hide from you or even just walk straight past you without even looking at you.. sigh. Well at least he had given me memories that I shall treasure =P

well I had heaps of exams and assessment thus week and thank god it's over ^^ buh I have my half yearlies next Thursday. who the fuck would want yearlies on Thursday when it is the last days of school == gg

recently I found out the best way to clear pimples/acne ~~ I've been drink a cup of green tea everyday and my skin is now nearly flawless buh with few scars..

yesterday I receive my geo angel contact lenses.. they're black and my eyes looks really big (not that my eyes are big enough).. Haha buh errant them for a long period of time killed my eyes like crazyy.. I was so tired I nearly fell asleep in class chyeahhhhhs bby. lmao .

well last week of school is coming up~~
nts:
MONDAY:
- graphics magazine cover

TUESDAY:
- RYDA excursion

WEDNESDAY:
- nothing ^^ buh must study for maths

THURSDAY:
- Maths yearlies

FRIDAY:
- last day of school ^^ I might jig ~~ ah blergh

welps. ima just ranting on and on and on ==
Ok nights blogg k33 ~

wednesday 1st september

♫ Somebody to love... Somebody to love
And I know she can hear me say
I want somebody to love... Somebody to love
No I won't stop until she's with me
Oshiete hoshii What's Luv ? ♫

Big Bang- Someody to Luv ♥

this song had been ringing in may head all day. its so addictive.

sleep deprived. *yawn* during the weekends i had 4 hours of sleep, Monday i had 5 hourd of sleep and Tuesday I had 4 hours.

Today's mufti day and its so warm, so i decicded to wear shorts and a white tank-top, with my Ralph Lauren Polol shirt. k333 =3 and my awesome First Rounds.

WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....
WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....
WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....
WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....
WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....WHAT THE SHIT.....

OMFG OMFG OMG.. DDD: arghhhh... NUUUUU !!!! Dx i was just thinking bout my problems, and i realised ima in alot of shit...i know ima gonna have trouble solving these problems.. ah diu ._.

T______________T mummy =/

wednesday, 25th august

whatta day.

it was one of THE most boring days this week. lmao and its only been what?.. 3days?

redbull made me high today. now i crave for more. T^T

well nothing interesting actually happened.. beside me being computer illiterate and not knowing how to use dreamweaver or publisher to make a website.. and if youre wondering how i could make a website using publisher.. I CAN~

so i'll just call it a day.

ah blergh. xP

thursday, 19th august

friend bought V for me in the morning..needed energy (Y)
sadly i went tank on the can then ripped it apart and sliced my finger. TT"

bludge science today, tried to study for history
sidetracked by gmail and VD assignment and weheartit.

Maths head teacher didnt recommend me to do 3u maths. buh he signed me offf as a reserve. and wrote me a note:
"Not recommended- her marks are not indicating that she can handle this level of maths. Support will be given if her SC marks are high (80+) and there is space in course"

history test was a fail T.T i just bs the whole thing. i ended up taking a nap in class

VD assessment was due... and due to my computer illiterate skills i didnt know how to put music on to my powerpoint >< *sigh* eventually we did nothing during the double. so i decided to finalise my Yr 11 subject selection.

ZOMG graphics due tmr and thank god ima done buh I still have homework due tmr that i havent done yet.. sigh

I gained so much weight omg it's like unbelievable! *o* I think I should burn them off before summer...gonna start doing sit ups everyday and limit myself from eating...if anyone is reading this and you know who I am please remember IF YOU SEE ME EATING AT RANDOM TIME,CARE TO STOP AND REMIND ME

hello again blog

I was talking to a friend and we happen to come across the topic of blog and I just remembered that I had a blog buh I forgot about it... Took me a while to find it again. LMAO

well, ima still feeling a tad high from the overload of caffeine ( ROCKSTAR energy drink and ice coffee)

LOL BORED ATM~~ and ima just trying to think of something to put on this blog..

Recently, I have been meeting new people online, they are awesome. funny. cool. and and..... WELL JUST AWESOME~~ love you guys hahas.

school tmr and I have an English assessment on. and also yr 11 optimising interview bout subject selections D:

- adv English
- 3u maths?
- VA
- Chem
- Physics
- Chinese heritage

(:

SCHOOL! O:

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well ima lunching atm in anime club..

Yay! early day off today ^________^ hopefully i can see him today <3

SCHOOL >.>

LOL at school on my lappie typing this post out...i just got back my graphics assessment result baack and guess what!! :D I ASIAN FAILED!! D:69.5 out of 92 srsly WTFFF... TT_TT thats a B..

well ima sooo bored.. zzzzz *sleepy*

its now 1146am and i have ima in period 4
PERIOD 5: Visual Design
PERIOD 6: Lunch~~
PERIOD 7: Sport
LUNCH: Sport
PERIOD 8: Sport
315-400: Parra SHOPPING~~~~ ^^


SHIET! its pouring rain atm fak mangss.. and its windy

yes i noe ima just blabbering on and on bout random things buh ima so bored cs we're just bludging in graphics after our assessment task, which ima happy with xD

...
one second i look up its pouring the next it stopped.. :)

Holidays 16th @ Willoughby/Carlo/Epping

flew out of the house cause i was running late then wwalked halfway then realised i lost $$20 T.T rann back up my street a lady was like hey girl! your $20. Retrieved and thanked her and ran like crazy to the station..

1129 train to parra gets off, saw tina and jumped on her.. LOL scared the shit out of her.. SORRY<33 went up to Borders :P meet Richard there. walked around Westfield arguing where is level 1... well to the bus stop ---->> caught the 548 to willoughby st..

@ Willoughby waited for the rest of the ppl to come.. watched some pro play bball. man i was so tired fkn slept at 2 and woke up at 6 ==" YES I AM AN IDIOT!! well anyways, everyone arrived and we started to play.. the guys --->> Andrew, Andy aka Andrew, Richard and Johnson forced me to shoot i was so tired dont even have the energy to lift up the bball..they were like clapping and going "SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT" <<---- LOL it was embrassing ;\
*tick tick tick* 2 hours past i was busting to go pee..cause i had eayway on the way to Willoughby and wanted to go toilet. BUT NO!! there was no toilet around. so asked to go toilet..

well decided to go Carlo Courts...went ahead cause Richard was annoying.. j walked across the road put music on loud..couldnt hear just see the guys on the other side of the streets looking like they were shouting at me..oh well 1st destination *TO THE TOLIETS*

meet them at food courts.. 1/2 hour later we decided to go back to the courts..missed the 548 bus have to wait for another 1/2 hour for the next bus..hell no so made everyone walk to epping station.

On our way to epping station, still walking down Willoughby St [yes its a very long street] anyway toward the end of the street we found a wallet lying in the middle of the road.. Richard went to pick it up and the card too..well searched the whole wallet and found a number and called..haha gave the wallet into BSW. then headed off to epping station.

arrived at parra. Richard recieved a text from the owner of the wallet. she thanked us and was gonna post a small award. LOL hahah

J walked the highway and got home tired..dinner was HOT POT <3333 yummy ._.
well
ima dead.. *drops dead*

:DD <3333

i have tutoring tmr 9:30 to 1:30 then 2:30 to 5:30 whole day tutoring<<---KILL ME D:

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HOLIDAY- 9th Canterbury Ice Skating/Bballing

Well, I organised an outing to Canterbury to bball and iceskate..LOL Carmela+ Becky+ Shana+ I all want to go bball then iceskate, buh the boys, Panny, Cheng and Ron disagreed and said we should iceskate then bball..on the phone arguing for 20 mins on the train like gai sei ar sum.. :D then we finally agreed to give me 30 mins to do my bball assessment for science, buh instead of half an hour i took 6 mins to finish my assessment..fail ==" gonna bs my assessment..

In the rink to ice was bumpy and uneven, well i was being very evil trying to make Panny stack buh i kept failing until Shana pushed him rly hard and stacked did..omg Panny seem like he was bout to cry..POOR PANNY! started to get cold so Panny was being a very nice friend and lend me his jacket <3..Had lunch and somehow i made ppl shout me food ^^ buh i dont noe who.. well thankyou to the person who shouted me food..well iceskated for 3 hours and was so tiring..later Cheng stack it and somehow Panny stacks it behind him.. oh it was a crack up!! ^O^ hahaha Panny seems paranoid.

Well, after iceskating we went to play mini mahjong on the grass, buh somehow there were tinyass jumping bugs on the mahjong pieces..omg Panny ran away screamingLOL so funny. >< then out comes a massive buh and i started to scream..oh it was hilarious! Packed then join the rest of the gang, and played a bit of bball, buh i slept on the court ^^

Well, time for me to leave Canterbury..and realised i had Panny's jacket buh meh give it to him next time..train ride was so boring and tiring..Becky nearly fell asleep..
==" well got home tired...

Sorry this was a late post i had no net yesterday again..=="

HOLIDAYS- 6th && 7TH

Oh gawd no net yesterday=no blog

HBD SHANA && OLIVER!! Well prolly cs i was excited bout the BBQ so i kinda woke up at 4 and slept at 5, then waking up at 6. Getting ready for the BBQ. Took me one and a half hour to get ready and shizz.. so packing everything and chucking them on to the driveway waiting for Shana's bro to pick me up..around 830ish we loaded everything in his car and took off.. accompanying Oliver by phone calling him..stupid traffic jam delayed us from getting to the park. buh we managed to reach.

Unloading stuff off the car and yeah..hungry cs we had no breakie so we started to BBQ chicken wing...not to mention we failed cs the wings didnt cook properly..oliver loves the spray oil, every 5 seconds *sprays* flip and *sprays* srsly we are gonna go fat with all the oil he sprays. well finally out of 22 ppl kz came! Oliver seem to be very happy and started to BBQ kebab for kz as a welcoming 'gift'! :D

After a while everyone came as a whole, well it looked like they were a bunch of tourist visiting Centennial Park... LOL ><

I LOL'D at the ppl who couldnt cook, apparently there was a fail and pro stove the fail side were poking fish balls whereas the pro side were BBQ chicken wings and kebabs. <---yummy!! Carmela, kz and i suffer from all the oil spitting from the chicken wings, due to the oil spitting i have small burns on my arms..ouch! T____T
Somehow we stared a water/ice fight. shoving ice cubes and blocks of ice down shirts and dresses and wetting each other..picking on three guys PANNY, KZ and RON! :x Panny hates me for drenching him, i also hate him for drenching me!!(panny stole my bottle of water, chasing after him and yeah he drenched me) Kz loves to pick on me or something buh i manage to get him drenched too, well Ron cant do anything bout it he just run away from me going "Pick on someone else, Christy". Being drenched by Panny made me get a cold *sniff* THANK YOU PANNY, THANK YOU!
Energy wasted=more cooking.....

Mostly everyone was watching Shana ripping her present..i knew something lame is gonna happen so backed off and cooked.. well Cheng had to point out that i was a pimp when I was cooking.. trying to run away got pulled back to the stove by someone..cs something was burning.. hmph oh well. Panny, kz, jack and other random ppl helped me BBQ kebabs, sweet potatoes, capsicum, corn, bread<-- wtf~~, and other random shizz..after cooking for a while, twas getting late so everybody left us with heaps lad of shizz to clean and pack. o.o

Got home and dad was like no net tonight D: *kills myself*

IT WAS AN AWESOME DAY OUT!! <3




7th

Now ima sitting at home with sore legs due to chasing Panny, Ron and Kz around when the water/ice fight started... thank you guys!! i aslo have random bruises from tackling Panny down... =="

ima so lazy came back from the dentist and got told off cs somehow the dentist knew i was eating chocolate, thanks to my mum..buh oh well nothing gonna stop me from eating chocolate ^^





HOLIDAY UPDATE::

Thur 8th: Bballing and Ice-skating

Fri 9th: Free~~

Sat 10th: Tutoring??

Sun 11th: Free~~

Mon 12th: Happy Birthday Tina ♥ Free~~

Tues 13th: Movie with Ron and Shana [[CANCELLED DUE TO RON'S CHECKUP]] therefore FREE~~

Wed 14th: K-outing [huyh mm huyh hol le??]

Thur 15th: Free~~

Fri 16th: Badminton

Sat 17th: Tutoring??

Sun 18th: Free~~

Monday 19th: Free~~

..oh gawd why does this holiday have to be soooo packed..
NEED ME? contact me le..
oh man.. i still have outings i havent put on this list of mines.
D:

HOILDAYS- 5TH GROCERY

GUESS WHAT! LOL went grocery shopping with my friends, soooo random :D hahaha buh it was a successful day cs I thought it would fail!!
Thank-you Richard for getting me a Puffy Pock Jacket <3 its soooo nice thank you once again! *hugs* btw man sorry for leaving you lonered ): *hugs again* oh thank you for the spoon too if it wasn’t for the spoon I wouldn’t finish eating my kebab fillings! <3

Shana’s place…omg we went so high seasoning the chicken wings LOL buh shana and I are scared if we seasoned it incorrectly or if it is too salty or maybe no flavouring to it D: LOL buh we managed to do so. *erkm* I hope we did or else they might dies! Hehe .. Buh its sooo funny when we were massaging the chicken wings with the seasoning we went high and were like idiots! Buh its for the BBQ so meh!
Going to my place later, we made jelly… yummmm these are asian jelly so yummy lychee and mango flavour. Having to look all over my kitchen for the jelly moulds I gave up, buh just as when I was bout to give up I dug out the jelly moulds at the back of the cupboard!! :D

Funny how shana was shocked to find my home with 5 refridgerator!! D: might be shocking for other ppl buh not for me! ^^ yes maybe ur family is weird! LOL.
To my room, yep its messy buh in a way its neat LOL fail wording :P [so much stuff I dumped somewhere else] buh anyways Shana how do you find my room??

myHOLIDAY

BOO!

so much things on this holidays:

Sun 4th: Free~~

Mon 5th: Grocery Shopping

Tues 6th: Happy Birthday SHANA and OLIVER ♥. BBQ party

Wed 7th: Dentist D:

Thur 8th: Bballing and Ice-skating

Fri 9th: Free~~

Sat 10th: Tutoring??

Sun 11th: Free~~

Mon 12th: Happy Birthday Tina ♥ Free~~

Tues 13th: Movie with Ron and Shana

Wed 14th: K-outing [huyh mm huyh hol le??]

Thur 15th: Free~~

Fri 16th: Badminton

Sat 17th: Tutoring??

Sun 18th: Free~~

Monday: Free~~

..oh gawd why does this holiday have to be soooo packed..

NEED ME? contact me le..

oh man.. i still have outings i havent put on this list of mines.

D:

(: end of term 1

today was the end of term 1.

thanks to some friends i finally got virgin sim=free call and text. yay! ^^

one friend stole my easyway card. LOL i can stalk him through my card. hehehe

PLANNING FOR THE HOLIDAYS.~~

yeah man.