Given up and ima tired.

Well ive tried my hardest to keep going with the 30 day Challenge but i end up failing.. so ill try again some days later on. =/ i had too much in my mind.. ima just tired of all these shit that is happening around me ...

srsly i am T.I.R.E.D:
Ima tired of losing friends
Ima tired of fighting
Ima tired of being lied to
Ima tired of dramas
Ima tired of crying
Ima tired of never being happy
Ima tired of trying so hard and had to be one-sided
Ima tired of being bitter to certain people
Ima tired of being used
Ima tired of not sleeping
Ima tired of missing people
Ima tired of hiding my feelings for you
Ima tired of missing you
Ima tired of trying
Ima tired of being tired

and some days:
Some days are harder thsn other
Some days i feel like giving up
Some days i know i would be ok =/

what people think of you ><
well i guess this is correct.
you eat, youre fat. you dont eat, youre a freak
you drink, youre and alcoholic. you dont drink youre a pussy
you read,youre a nerd. you dont read youre stupid
you tell, secret youre an attention seeker. you dont tell a secret youre still attention seeking
i swear you cant please anyone EVER.
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30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 05. Best job you ever had.•

BWHAHAHAHAH.. Define job >.>

well mummy doesn't want me to get a job.. she doesn't want me to join the work society , she just wants me to bum at home and do well on my studies I guess =="
Ok ima done

Christayy ~

30 Day Challenge About Me

well i forgot to do Day 3 yesterday so i shall catch up on that today ><

Day 3. Favourite memory from childhood [7th October]

i actually have no idea >.< not fail at all (Y)
hmm i think, every morning before school and after school i would drop by my best friends house and we would play BARBIE! rofl.. oh gawd..



Day 4. Worst memory from childhood [8th October]

Getting hurt in the left eye.O:
i was in year 1 or year 2 and i was in school on the playground.. i was standing on top of a slope in the kindy area.. >< and this random boy, pushed my and i rolled down the slope and smashed the corner of my right eye against the silver benches (Y)

ok ima done for now >.>

30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 02. Places you want to visit. [6th October]•

Places I want to visit:
- Hong Kong
- Korea <333
- China
- Japan
- Vietnam 
- Thailand
- Singapore 
- France
- England
- Greece
- Italy
- Switzerland
WELL BASICALLY THE WORLD!  

30 Day Challenge About Me

•Day 01. About you [4th October]• 

who am I? lol the name is Christy Lon Sin Hui. (許朗善 Hui Lon Sin) aged 16. and 4 months, born on 5th June 1994. Family consist of 5 people.. dad, mum, little bro and sis (14 & 12) and ofc myself :D. I go to MGHS (Macarthur Girls High School) in Year 10.. I love asian music and some white music. =D I love HUGS! , long hugs , people holding me tight , talking/chatting , photos (caps) , fashion , shopping , beach , texting , camming <3 , soft toys , eating om nomnom , sleeping , meeting new people , travelling , socialising , people leaning on me and sleeping/ resting xD (yeah ima weird) , tea! , school ( not the working part) , calling people , helping friends , my iPod and phone , sun , inspirational pictures , memories of friends etc.. 
Ima kind and outgoing! xD weird and retarded at times ..? ima a very curious girl and quite innocent (A)  and I don't know I don't judge myself.. ask my friends >< 
well what else do you want to know? Just simply ask me! =D

tuesday 5th october

well i havent been bothered to update this blog due to my fail PC. Dx
but ima updating now because my awesome new friend that I met recently at a picnic told me to be bothered and update mine.. so I am .

last Thursday I attended a picnic outing that my friends organised.. I've met heaps of new friends there! :D buh there is this one friend I met who was awesoommmeee...the name is JASON <33.. it all started when he leaned on me [that's sounds weird] well moving on.. I ended up making him a nutella sandwich (Y) .. LOL he also made me a nutella ROLL. and I know ima just talking and talking ah blergh.. icbf now

well what can I say srsly.. I can't wait till tmr? lol xD gonna eat pho om nomnomnomnom

there jason you happy now that I have updated my blog (Y)